Khat Chat's

the oh not so perfect picture of me & jello. the middle one looks like we are sitting on a "pelamin". pelamin playground pon jadik lah. jello wearing clip,perasan perempuan lah tu, or because i over clips olready. so yeah i dont even know why this pic is so orangy. but see. all the legs are really close together. except mine. i hate wearing nursing uniform coz i cant be me! ergh. i want to kangkang as much as possible lau boleh. jello comfirm when reading this will do this. " smack forehead X100" & i will "smack butt at his face" :) okie raye nak dekat.moneymoney. haha. im 19 i dont think so i still get money. i want all this people to go raye-in with me. please lahh u all. oh,see jello,golden hair! niceee. hahah. so not. im just bored thats why i do this. oh.he just called.ok bye! haha. suke khat!

A Pic w/o makeup. oh bare with the betty boop baju tido. Make up do wonders and so is my Contact lenses. I would like to thank whoever created eyeliners & contact lenses. i went to school for an hour but i wasted 7.40 coz of the teksi fare.I was late as usual.i am always late. no matter where i wanna go. to work to school to meet my friend to meet jello comfirm late. not because of waking up late but because i will online even tho its 5 am in the morning. ok this shows i have no discipline. breaking up with jello is an eye opener for me.(if not aku bawah ketiak jello jek) i stick to jello when im in sec school. like really stick. membontot jello jek . but after breaking up with him. Making new guy friends.Meeting my secondary school GIRL mates.I have the feel of it,feel of what i dunno lah,but yes its diff. getting a new bf (now ex) was diff from what i have with jello.he is totally diff but yet its cool to know theres that part of life. & yes,he broke up with me coz of lottsa...

Edited Thanks to sakura for cutting my hair. at first its was this long,ter-ingin aku jadik hantu jap. see the hair behind. banyak kan. guess what???!!!??? im so happy that i did extention for my hair.At first jello-khan was like jgn buat jgn buat.BEG NYE BEG he let me do it.so i went bugis with my friend sakura. The china woman, i really had trouble understanding her english.(or is she from china,asal boleh berak jek aku) at first the fake hair was so long till my hip , it look so fake trust me. mcm hantu mcm hantu. sanggop aku beli gunting nak melawa kan diri. jgn orng rambot bedek nie carik aku sudah. suppppssssss!!! :)) oh the pictures is with sakura when the woman was doing my hair. i cant wait to tell everyone that include YOU,YOU,YOU. thats why i didnt wait for her to online. hah.

READ THIS. Thats why bangla like to look at breast, they heard about this. is this face long enuf for you."___________________" Did you girls give the wtf look & the boys yeah oh yeah bebey! :) i know, when i read it i was shocked too. but yes i do want jello to live longer than me. ngk ah ngk sampai tembel mate korang. So exam is around the corner. cey i talk like as if im gonna study."________________" oh ya,do you guys read jello latest blog entry. i was like,diekni okie tak. who the hell pakse him to put that entry or worst did anyone say something bad about me that made him do that. kinda pelik. dah pelik pon .But yes i was smiling when i read it. its not easy to see him saying i love u futhermore talking about me in his blog. tgk mood die cakap. yesyes. he's working at town like me. but the sad part. when he's working im not working. when im working he's not. & we work at the same department but diff stores. baek per? now, its cool. since ...

my back look so dark. & one thing for sure, i cant believe that i wore a bikini top on that day :)) yes. i wanna go again. its the beach. its love. i look naked. pretty legs. hidayah is my school friend.getting married soon. (okey sorry babe bilang sume orng,kau suke kan) & she took my dad DJ. go visit his multiply. djz2z.multiply. thats y i love to sing, anak bapak same. (ok tkd link) mich,fazzy,pina. this 3 girls. alamak. one month they will meet u the next month they hilang. where you guys hide? u guys have to save the world ey? kene change identity. my lover boy. see i cant go w/o any post w/o talking about this boy. he's my everything.lau leh nak kahwin jgk skrng. so that i not worried that he's not gonna be mine. i am really worried, if you were me you are too.im not that hot over the top that he cant find better. oh & yeah. we will never patch ever again. so,tunggu kahwin jek lah.insya allah. i haven seen this guy which i dated for uuuurrr 2 days. & i ge...

chacha ill do you tag mayb tml. haha. friends meet up okey. everything is maintain giitu jek lah ey . school have been a really stressfull to me. nampak NANYANG POLY JEK. alamak rase mcm stress jek .now its like the month where poly-s everywhere wants to kill students in there. okey part gini bedek lah. but seriously projects,exams. aku sanggup tak mendapat hasil (means go to work get money) untok spent time with my friends going to school to do a last min project meeting. biasssee jgk group kite. do you guys know what is CPR. Cardio-Pulmonary Resuscitation. Im learning it now. u think its easy lah kan mcm ayam goreng kfc just tiup2 orng tu nant orng tu survive. its more difficult than that. you have to blow the appropriate amount of air.not to much not to little.seriously doing kat orang bedek aku dah mcm stengah mampos.lau kat orng betol mcm mane. aku rase sblm victim tu mati aku mati dulu kepenatan. if i pass ill get a cert. so doa2 lah kan for me. i met up with love. penat bl...

okey im gonna blog with words.yup words. KHADIJAH is gonna blog with words. so its gonna be a borefest. you can skip my blog if you want too. so if you know i did badly for english in secondary.i cant write fantastic phrases like how some people would. i suck at eng & malay but great in science & math. yesterday: isetan was like a supermarket w/o fishes & sotongs. just shoes. we do not have to cut fishes n shout as loud but we sales girl need to climb up n down the ladder. & i think some customers really want me to lose weight. customer: can i have in my size. me:( yelah kan dgr2 aku taw lah kan size kau. ) what size? customer:size 8 plz (take olready.) customer: size 7.5 have. (take again) it goes on & on. bey kalau beli takp. tampar kang! after work i went to meet jello. for the first time going out with him. NO PICTURES. NO PICTURES. today: boring at work. i drew. first: second: final piece.farrah:nie lah orang2 in love. so u know i fall when i took a pair of s...

every blog lies a diff person. no person has the same personality. unless people try to be somebody that they are not. SOME BLOGS HAVE ALOT OF WORDS, SOME BLOGS HAVE A LOT OF PICTURES. alot of pictures is better to watch. than words to read what just happen today. 1.putting fake eyeleshes is a pain in jello ass. 2.trying to play that stone sour song got me singing britney spears "gimmi more" coz i got tired of singing "im looking at u thru the glass" 3.fats are loving me in 2008. from 55 to 56kg. 4.a girl at home alone love camwhoring with free fake eyelashes given from Hidayah that leads us back to number 1. 5.i love taking pictures on my right. if u notice.

during group discussion part 1 when boring. during discussion part 2 when boring. caleb extra & not interested in joinin me. farrah & hidayah. muke satu2 baek ah. farrah :kasi balek hp aku! & if u guys realise near me theres no books. see farrah ade buku,hidayah ade buku,caleb ade buku. haha.aku ade my bag with me.i hate project discussion coz yeah sometimes it never go anywhere.coz of me mostly.bad i know. haha. but yes, im in love in doing things last min & i can get it done. trust me. dont go poly, got lots n lots of stupid projectsss. i really wish to quit nursing. but nvrmd lah. 1 & a haf year to go. so if you read jello blog, he had his first lecture today. boring right i know. i have lectures everyday. aru satu hari tak bleh tahan. YEK ELLLLLEEEEEEEHHHHH! A faithful husband finds himself falling for his colleague . a woman finally meets the man she truly loves but has to get rid of the other man first.a prostitute whose earnings are dwindling . . two Junio...

29.11.05 yesterday i went town with jello. after so long. really difficult to ajak him shopping. sikit2 complain panas. urggh. we fight, we always get back on track. like yeah. one thing fo sure, i cant live w/o him. seriously. im in love. who wouldnt. ive known him since sec one. since kental2 dulu. KENTALKENTAL DULU. like kental giler nye. & guess what. he was a non smoker when i know him. n he even tell me. "JGN SAP ROKOK" :) now what happen. who is the smoker now u dumb2 ass. elbow mati2 nak tarok kat jello nye leg.kerusi tu ade tanak tau. :)) im suppose to study for my prac now. but i cant get my hands off my laptop. shit. okey study now.study. taw2 i go to sleep. bsk comfirm kanchiong. FAZILA TML WE MEETING TAK?

too bad condoms doesnt make one for your heart. SHE NEEDS TO BE LOVED. most women are insecure about whether their man really loves them. whenever this insecurity is triggered,she may respond in ways that confuse or dismay you , until she feel reassured.Constant romancing of your woman, whether in little or big ways ,will tell her that you desire and care for her,thus lessening her feelings of insecurity. AKU COPY BULAT2 DARI magazine NAKED. but really i do feel this way. i will constantly ask "u syg i tak?" & today is my one year of anniversarry in singlehood. urghhh... tiiiiiiddddddakkkkk..... & yeah i know. zul & my friends are fiting,i dunno over what. but whatever it is. I MAKE IT CLEAR. i love jello. i love my friends too. i just wanna be happy now. im happy with jello.because he is the only guy who really make jokes & i dont force myself to laugh out. unlike other guys. aiyoo. i did a fake laugh seyh. i feel bad. :))

i didnt know the full story. thats why i said that. & babe. kau hilang sak. serious. & to jello. u siow ah i do tags by myself but put my name passerby all. i got nothing better to do izzit? :) im happy.:)) happy is an overused word. everyone will say that they are happy when they are laughing or making fun of people & stuff. but the one who is alone doin things on his own mayb happier. we dont know. CRAP SAKK KHAT! being sexy once in a while is kinda cool. i know jello want a relek kinda girl who doesnt wear makeup like how i do. i dunno. i dunno how simple he wants me to be. & says thats zila is cute. APE JEKK. sorry eyh. but i dont think so. zila no offense. ur taste of girls is sooooo. no comments. when we look at girls i find this girl really pretty he say no. when he look at girls & find her pretty. i say no. diff taste much. so if you wanna know this rebonding i did is for 140$. i know expennnnssssivve. but its shishedo. they keep showing me the products they...

FAZILA,EZA,FINA,SARIATHI,HIDAYAH. the people who help me when i was in a breakdown of love. i wanna thank this chicks first before i begin my random post. this people really gave me advise when i was fighting with jello . in a way or another. but if you want to know. my rship with him is still shaking but wth its better.its better than before. eventho i dont even get the chance to celebrate annivesariess which i really really miss.dont get small suprises.i dont get mushy love goodnight msges.i miss all the small things that we used to do. its make our love berkembangkembang gitu.but yeah love will always be love. syg wil always be syg. i know im weird. fazzy lah who is the one who ask me to update my blog coz she says its collecting dustt. i dun even know who really read my blog. sometimes my blog is just something to get people attention i guess or just act pretty.big wooooohh. i wanna do a chalet for my bday. but my bday is puase time. so i tot of doing it after hari raye. but jello ...

shafina & fazzy. we were trying to show our double chin.:)) cey tinggi lah tu. we were kicking a stick that got in our way. but it look so nice here. like we are dancing. so yeah.wanna know why i change my url. coz khat-jello is like so outdated. & thats url is suppose to be together with jello. & people would call me. "ey tu kau nye ex kan" "ur ex ur ex tu" so ya. im known as someone ex . alot of someone ex. & never will have to be a someone gf. & get the feel of being someone gf. its been so longggg. now, above my left breast is really making me feel so shit. its giving me a painfull feel that i have to tap it really hard to make it go away. my nyp friends has seen me do that numerous time,my darlings has just saw me do that just now, jello saw that alot of time. why now. not now.time holiday taknak saket taw. coz its exam period now.& i really wish someone was there to comfort me.mayb its because of smoking. i dunno.but yeah i can finish t...

i met up with this dude on sunday.now im missing him AS A FRIEND. only now im update-in. so what the heck. so you know i changed my url. to your-exgf.bs.com. wanna know why. stay tuned. coz now i need to study. :))